NCCnovel Chapter 262 Never Loved
Chapter 262 Never Loved
Xinghuo never thought that one day she would be questioned by Xiaoqi.
He found it quite ridiculous.
"You're questioning me now. What about you? Have you forgotten that no male chose you back then? I stood up and chose you, so that's why you have Little Moon now?"
Xiaoqi has always been reluctant to think about the past.
The reason why she was so good to Xinghuo was that she tolerated him again and again.
It is because their race is not welcome in the orc world. Even if they are female orcs, they will often look down on them.
Because no male likes to find a female beastman who is too thin. But...
"If you hadn't chosen me, wouldn't you have had no choice? Did you want to choose that lion? But that lion was just playing with your feelings and didn't give you a real status at all."
She didn't say it because there was a kind heart in her.
Just because she doesn't say it doesn't mean she doesn't know.
"No female beastman would be willing to accept a male who messes around like you, right? Besides, your affair with that lion was such a big deal. If you hadn't found a partner, she wouldn't have been able to explain herself to her partners, right?"
Hurt each other.
Expose each other.
This is what happens when you stop loving someone.
Little Yueyue was behind her mother, looking very aggrieved.
"Starfire, the only thing you did right was letting me have Little Moon."
Xiaoqi is really lucky to have a lovely and kind daughter like Xiaoyueliang.
This is the only thing that makes her happy in her life.
Even when I was with Xinghuo, I was actually not happy.
Because no female orc can tolerate her partner having another female orc in his heart.
After she finished speaking, she squatted down and looked at her daughter with love.
"Do you... want your father to hug you?"
Little Moon didn't seem to understand what her mother meant.
"Your father is quite pitiful. You may be the only one left as his biological father."
She explained to her daughter in a gentle voice and soothed her emotions.
"I know you don't like your father. Maybe you like Ling Feng and Xuan Yin more than your father, but... can you please pity your father? Let him hug you."
Xiaoyue thought about it and finally agreed. She walked over reluctantly, her eyes full of strangeness and vigilance.
Xinghuo hugged her daughter in her arms, and her heart was filled with unprecedented warmth at this moment.
"If I say I regret it now, will you still accept me?"
He finally understood the importance of home, and finally realized... maybe there is another kind of life to live.
"I hope to give Xiaoyue a warm home. I hope I can accompany her as she grows up."
When Xiaoqi heard this, he immediately took Xiaoyue back.
"It's too late. I gave you a chance."
It’s not that she hasn’t been soft-hearted before, but when she was soft-hearted, his attitude was very firm.
"We in the Exile Lands have finally had the peace and stability we have today. Even if you regret it now, I will never let the Exile Lands change because of you."
She understood the boss's good intentions towards her.
I also understand why the boss killed the other enemy soldiers and hung them on the city wall first.
and so.
The boss has already made so many concessions, so I can't be ignorant.
"You...say some goodbye words to Little Moon."
After hearing this, Xinghuo basically understood.
Xiaoqi wants to kill himself.
This is my final farewell to myself. I bring Little Moon with me to pity myself.
Also.
I really shouldn't be alive. All the other enemy soldiers are dead, and I am the only one left. It really doesn't make sense.
"Okay, I see."
He smiled at Xiao Qi, his face full of bitterness.
"I will abide by the decision of your exile. I will not resist."
"it is good."
Xiaoqi was about to leave with Xiaoyueliang, but when they reached the door, they suddenly stopped and turned their backs to him.
"Starfire, I have something I want to ask you."
"I have never loved, never."
Xinghuo understood what Xiaoqi wanted to ask and answered directly.
"You're right. I was with you only because I couldn't make things difficult for Sasha. So... I'm sorry."
This is the only thing he can do now.
Xiao Qi smiled bitterly, finally feeling relieved.
She opens the door.
He found Xuanyin and Lingfeng standing outside waiting for him.
"My little Yueyue must be scared. Is it because your father is not as good-looking as me?"
Ling Feng walked over and hugged Xiao Yueyue in his arms, looking at her with a smile.
"Actually, I also think your father is not good-looking. I don't know what your mother thought of him back then."
Xuanyin walked over and gently held Xiaoqi's hand. Seeing the tear marks on her face, she raised her other hand to wipe her tears.
"Is it really that serious to shed tears for an orc like this? I couldn't bear to make you cry, yet you ended up being provoked to tears by this guy. Do you want me to beat him up?"
"If I have to beat him up, I have to go."
Ling Feng looked at Xuan Yin with a smile.
"How can you, a phoenix, defeat a hyena? It takes a large creature like me to be suitable for fighting."
"He can't move his legs now, how can he still fight back?"
Xuanyin raised his eyebrows and looked at Lingfeng. This was the only time he felt that he was not so annoying.
"I don't believe he could hit me back. Besides, if he really hit me, do you think Xiao Qi would watch? He would definitely stand up for me."
The door happened to be open.
Xinghuo looked at them talking and laughing, and at Xiaoyue leaning obediently in the arms of the guy named Lingfeng, and felt very bitter in her heart.
Originally, a daughter should be the one closest to me.
But I lost the happiness that was originally mine. It's no use regretting it now.
Xuanyin talked and laughed for a while, and the atmosphere was extremely good.
Before leaving, he came to the door to check on Xinghuo.
"Come to think of it, I have something to say to you."
Xinghuo raised his eyes to look at Xuanyin, and looked him up and down.
Phoenix.
It is indeed beautiful, no wonder Xiaoqi likes it.
"You said you never loved Xiao Qi. Thank you. It just so happens that we don't want Xiao Qi to be thinking about a dirty orc."
Xiao Qi's heart felt like it was stabbed by something. He felt uncomfortable, but... he was also a little touched.
"We will love Xiao Qi well in the future. You don't have to worry about it."
Ling Feng also looked at Xinghuo with a smile. There was not even a hint of hostility in his eyes, and he did not take him seriously at all.
"Take good care of yourself in the future. If you can still survive, don't think about Xiao Qi anymore in this life, otherwise we will not let you go."