NCCnovel Chapter 109 The Follow-up of the Korean Drama Palace
Chapter 109 The Follow-up of the Korean Drama Palace
Once, Li Xin had the idea of committing suicide.
When he saw the news of the plane crash on TV, Li Xin's heart seemed to have died.Li Xin's head was blank, and this blankness lasted for several minutes, and then all kinds of pain, self-blame, regret... Emotions filled his heart, making his heart feel like it was about to explode.
At that time, Li Xin had a feeling that when Lu was dead, he should quickly catch up with him and walk with him. Why is he still alive?
Why did you only buy one ticket?Li Xin sometimes wondered, Lul was alone on that plane, and when the plane crashed, did Lul feel scared by himself?If I was also on that plane, if I was by Lil's side at that time, would I be able to hold Lil's hand to comfort Lil not to be afraid, would I be able to say the phrase "I will always be with you."
When he returned to South Korea to attend Lul's funeral, Li Xin gave up this idea, because seeing Lul's death, grandparents, Lul's mother, and all relatives were so sad...
Li Xin told himself, you have already killed Lü and made your loved ones feel so sad, do you want to kill yourself again to let your loved ones bear this kind of grief again?Therefore, you cannot die, you must live, no matter how sad you are, you must live.
Everyone thought that the grandson of the emperor was just rebellious and playful for a while, so he and Li Xin ran out of the country secretly. Only two people knew the truth, one was Shen Caijing, and the other was Li Xin's sister.
At Yul's funeral, Li Xin met Shen Caijing.
Shen Caijing had big dark circles under her eyes, and her face was yellowish. After seeing Li Xin, Shen Caijing's eyes lit up, then stared at Li Xin, and asked, "I've already left, why did Yul come back? Since You have already left, why come back! If you don't come back, Ritsu won't die, right?"
Li Xinxin felt as if he was being stabbed by a sharp knife, "That's right, if I didn't take this flight, Lu wouldn't have died. It's all my fault. I gave Lu the ticket..."
"Why..." Shen Caijing looked at Li Xin with complicated eyes, "Why do you want to come back?"
"Because he's not just a law." Li Xin looked at the words "Emperor Taisun" on the tablet and lowered his eyes, "He is the emperor's grandson of a country, he is not my law..."
Shen Caijing smiled, but the smile was ugly, "Is this the responsibility of the royal family? So, although we are poor, we common people can freely pursue happiness..."
Because Shen Caijing has not been made public. Now that the emperor's grandson is dead, the royal family's decision is to abandon this marriage contract. In the future, it will not announce who the candidate for the former emperor's concubine is. After all, the emperor's grandson has passed away, and Shen Caijing is an unmarried girl. If you want to live in the name of the emperor's grandson's widow, it will be difficult to get married again in the future.
After the death of the emperor's grandson, only Li Xin and his sister were the heirs to the throne. Originally, everyone favored Li Xin, but Li Xin told his sister about himself and Yul, saying that he would not succeed Yul as the throne, and he was not planning to live in Korea anymore. .
In the end, the throne was taken over by Li Xin's sister. After that, Li Xin left Korea and lived in England for eight years.
Li Xin thought that this was how he spent his life, alone, thinking about the past every day, and occasionally imagining what he would look like if Lu was alive... Just such a person, guarding Helu's memories, living like this for a lifetime .
Until the eighth year, this person appeared.
He said he was Lü, he said his name is Lin Zhuo now, he looks completely different from Lü, but he knows everything about himself and Lü in the past, his smile is as gentle as Lü, and some of his usual little habits are also similar to Lü. legal...
Li Xin smiled and looked at this man who suddenly appeared in his life. He neither convinced himself that this man was Lil, nor convinced himself that this man was not Li Xin. Li Xin just looked at him, watching everything he did. Things, and then imagine, if Lil hadn't died that year, would he do the same now?
In fact, Li Xin himself didn't know what he was thinking, if he didn't trust this man, he didn't drive him away, if he believed this man, but he kept a distance from this man in his heart.
A Zhuo lived in this villa. Li Xin arranged a room for A Zhuo, which was separated from Li Xin's room. That room was the first time A Zhuo brought Li Xin to this villa. During the few days in the villa, he and Li Xin lived in the room.
That room is locked now, because Li Xin was afraid of getting hurt, he lived in the next room, locked that room, and only unlocked it to enter when cleaning and missing the law.
When Li Xin let him live in the guest room, A Zhuo just smiled and did not object. How could he not see the suspicion and distrust in Li Xin's eyes? It's just that it's been a long time, and he is not in a hurry to force Li Xin to accept himself immediately. His sudden departure made Li Xin live in regret and torture these years, now that he is back, how can he be willing to force him again?
In this way, stay by Li Xin's side, take good care of him, treat him well, use time and actions to build trust for Li Xin, so that Li Xin can trust him from the bottom of his heart, and then let Li Xin live with him at ease for the rest of his life.
That's what he should do when he comes back here.
Li Xin is now a freelance photographer. He has a title and a salary, and he does not need to work to earn money, so photography is just one of his hobbies. Li Xin will go out every other month to places with good scenery Take pictures, maybe in the UK, maybe in other countries.
When he was the only one before, he had nothing to worry about when he went out for half a month, a month or two, but now that there is one more person in the family, Li Xin was a little hesitant these days. Before Ah Zhuo came, Li Xin He has already made an appointment with his friends. In a few days, he will take his friends to South Korea to gather folk songs. So now, should A Zhuo stay in the UK alone, or should he also take him to South Korea?
This morning, after Li Xin got up and went downstairs, breakfast was ready in the dining room downstairs. Li Xin walked over to sit down without accident, and the people in the kitchen came out and delivered a fried egg. Li Xin was a little lost .
In my memory, when I first arrived in the UK that year, Lil took himself to buy a bunch of ingredients and came back the next day, and then happily tinkered in the kitchen, and didn’t want him to help, so he stood at the kitchen door Watching Lil busy.
Li Xin remembers that Lul was descaled a fish at that time, and then broke the fish belly, so Lul's hands were covered with red blood, which looked very bloody, but the smile on Lul's face was so warm. Turning around, she raised her bloody hand to him, and said with a smile, "Xin, I will cook for you every day from now on, and I will definitely make you very fat."
How did you react at that time?
Li Xin thought about it carefully. He always recalled the memories of being with Lil when he was young, but the one he recalled the most was when he was young, because there were the most happy things at that time, and the time when Lil had an accident. The memory of time is always something Li Xin avoids, so Li Xin thought about it for a long time this time.
After digging out the section buried at the bottom from a pile of memories, Li Xin looked very sad, and his reaction was very bad.
You should smile and reply to Lu: "Okay, Lu will cook for me every day, it doesn't matter if I eat like a pig."
Or pretend to be angry and say: "I don't want to be fat!"
However, at that time, because of the sense of responsibility of the royal family, I was under a lot of pressure in my heart, and I kept thinking that it was wrong for me and Ritsu to leave the country like this, regardless of the upcoming wedding, this kind of behavior is wrong...
So he was absent-minded and didn't say anything.
Just like when Lu said before: "Let's stay with me in the palace for the rest of my life.", I once again ignored Lu's intentions.
So, he deserves to lose Ritsu forever, doesn't he...
When A Zhuo came out with the cooked millet porridge, what he saw was Li Xin's ugly face and tightly biting lips. A Zhuo felt a little sore in his heart. Li Xin's side, lightly put his finger on Li Xin's lips, let him relax a bit, "Xin, loosen your teeth, it will bleed."
Li Xin's thoughts were interrupted, he looked up at A Zhuo in a daze, then let go of his teeth biting his lips, and said with a smile: "Ah, can we eat, I'm already hungry."
Seeing that Li Xin didn't plan to say anything, and didn't ask him what he was thinking just now, Ah Zhuo smiled and served Li Xin a bowl of porridge.
Li Xin smiled and said thank you, Azhuo's hands froze for a moment, and then sat down opposite Li Xin as if nothing had happened.
Li Xin took a sip of the porridge, took a bite of the fried egg, and said with a smile, "A Zhuo's breakfast is delicious."
A Zhuo smiled faintly, then lowered his head to eat his own.In the past few days, when Li Xin talked to Ah Zhuo, he deliberately ignored the address. Ah Zhuo noticed that when Li Xin wanted to call Ah Zhuo but didn't know what to call him, Ah Zhuo said with a smile : "My name is Lin Zhuo now, you can call me A Zhuo."
Li Xin seemed to be relieved, and then he kept calling him A Zhuo.He didn't want to call A Zhuo Lv, he couldn't say it out, he had called that name silently in his heart for eight years, and it was very smooth when he called it in his heart, and he kept saying it all the time, but now he suddenly wanted to really call it out, but Li Xin couldn't help it. I feel like I can’t shout out, and I don’t know what’s going on.
Of course, maybe there is also the reason why he didn't fully believe that Azhuo is Ritsu.
After Li Xin finished his breakfast, Ah Zhuo began to clean up the dishes. Li Xin stood up and wanted to help, but Ah Zhuo stepped aside with a smile, and said very naturally: "From now on, I will cook, and I believe you will be responsible for washing the dishes." .”
Li Xin looked at A Zhuo's smile, and thought about the two answers he had missed, so Li Xin raised a smile and nodded seriously at A Zhuo, "Okay, it will be like this from now on."