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Chapter 110 I Want to Be the Queen Mother (3)

Fang Ruoyan was dissatisfied with the fact that she had only become a noble concubine. In order to seize the throne, she teamed up with Prince An to frame General Fuyuan for treason, which led to Fang Qingci's maternal grandfather and his family being exiled.

She also framed Fang Qingci and caused her to have a miscarriage. Finally, Qin Yu deposed Fang Qingci from the position of queen and sent her to the cold palace.

Fang Qingci was heartbroken. She set fire to the cold palace and then, with the help of her brother, faked her own death and escaped from the palace.

After leaving the palace, Fang Qingci discovered that she was pregnant.

But she had already been disappointed with Qin Yu and did not want to go back and give birth to the child alone.

After Fang Qingci faked her death, with the help of Prince Duan, He Yue exposed Fang Ruoyan's conspiracy and pointed out that it was Fang Qingci, not Fang Ruoyan, who saved Qin Yu.

Qin Yu was filled with remorse and banished Fang Ruoyan to the cold palace, missing Fang Qingci every day in Kunning Palace.

Three years later, Qin Yu met Fang Qingci who was returning to Beijing with her child to visit her mother. Then she took her into the palace, Fang Qingci became the queen again, the Fuyuan General's Mansion was rehabilitated, and Fang Qingci's son was made the crown prince.

A year later, Fang Qingci gave birth to a princess, and Emperor Qin Yu was delighted.

This memory ends here.

The second memory begins on the wedding night.

In this memory, Fang Qingci exposed Fang Ruoyan's lies in advance.

Without Fang Ruoyan's instigation, Fang Qingci and Qin Yu became a loving couple.

Later, Qin Yu inherited the throne and Fang Qingci became the queen.

In the first few years, the two were still very much in love.

But later, as there were more and more women in the harem and more and more children, the relationship between the two was no longer pure, and they gradually became estranged and drifted apart.

As her children grew up, Qin Yu became more and more wary of her family background.

The Fuyuan General's Mansion was ransacked due to trumped-up charges, and her father was forced to retire and return home.

Her son was framed and killed in the paddock, but Qin Yu chose to protect the murderer because the murderer was the child of his most beloved woman.

In desperation, Fang Qingci killed the favorite concubine and her child, and then Qin Yu gave her a cup of poisoned wine.

Fang Qingci drank the poisoned wine and died.

After digesting the two memories, Zhao Yanan did not wake up.

In the blink of an eye, she was standing at the gate of a palace.

On a black plaque with gold edges in the center of the palace are engraved three majestic words: Kunning Palace.

Zhao Yanan walked forward and pushed open the door of the hall.

The hall was very empty and seemed extremely deserted.

Sitting on the main seat at the top of the hall was a woman wearing a phoenix crown and a bright yellow queen's auspicious dress.

The woman seemed to be awakened by the sound of the door being pushed open. She slowly stood up and walked in front of Zhao Yanan.

"Girl, do you think my clothes look good?"

Fang Qingci spread her hands and turned in front of Zhao Yanan. The phoenix pattern embroidered on her bright yellow dress came to life, and it seemed to be flying as she turned.

Zhao Yanan nodded. "It looks good."

Fang Qingci smiled. She was no longer young, with fine lines around her eyes and white hair on her temples. But Zhao Yanan thought her smile was beautiful, with a sense of ease and freedom after having experienced many vicissitudes of life.

"The embroiderers in the palace's embroidery workshop are highly skilled and can make the most exquisite and beautiful clothes in the world. In terms of beauty, my dress may not be the most beautiful, but it is unmatched by any other dress in the palace."

Fang Qingci raised his arm and gently stroked the pattern on the sleeve of his clothes with one hand, smiling even more brightly.

"I am the only one in the palace who can wear the bright yellow dress with a nine-tailed phoenix pattern. It is more than just a piece of clothing, it also symbolizes identity and status. I wore this dress when I walked through the Taiji Hall and was canonized as the queen. I accepted the worship of the ministers together with the emperor and became the most noble woman in the world."

Fang Qingci's face suddenly changed, and she suddenly threw her sleeves fiercely, and her tone suddenly became urgent. "No matter how favored they are, I am the only queen."

After venting her anger, Fang Qingci calmed down again. Tears welled up in her eyes and her look suddenly became sad. "But! So what if she's the queen? In the end, she's no different from those women.

He said I had changed, becoming vicious and greedy, but wasn't it him who changed first? He clearly said that he only loved me, and that he would not favor other women, but it wasn't long before women came into the harem one after another, and he forgot about me in the blink of an eye. Today he favored this one, tomorrow he favored that one, he gave them favors, status, children, and let them show off in front of me, forgetting all the things he said at the beginning. "

Fang Qingci suddenly laughed out loud, tears burst out of her eyes, dripping down her cheeks and soaking her clothes.

"Yes, I have indeed changed. I have become vicious and greedy. But if I wasn't vicious, I would have died in the schemes of those women. It was clearly she who pushed me into the cruel battlefield where people were killed without bloodshed. She watched me struggle in it with cold eyes, but she despised me for losing my former kindness with blood on my hands. Isn't that ridiculous?

He said that I was calculating and scheming in every way to seize the throne, but my son was the crown prince, but he suppressed my son in every way, favored other princes, and encouraged their ambitions. How could I not fight?

He was also a prince. Doesn’t he know that if he doesn’t fight, he will die?

I know he knows everything in his heart, this is just a high-sounding excuse he makes because he hates us.

It's funny that I finally realized that when a man doesn't love you, everything you do is wrong."

Fang Qingci turned to look at Zhao Yanan and asked, "Tell me, am I wrong?"

Zhao Yanan shook her head. If she was just considering the issue of love, then it was definitely Qin Yu who let Fang Qingci down.

Fang Qingci thought that he could have a happy life by changing the tragedy of the past, but there is no such thing as a perfect life.

But later it involves a fight for the throne, which becomes a political issue.

There is no answer to this question. Many things cannot be divided into right and wrong, they are just different standpoints.

From Fang Qingci's point of view, there was nothing wrong with her fighting for the throne, it was just that she failed.

Everyone wants to be the beneficiary, but someone has to be the loser.

"Then what do you want?" Zhao Yanan asked her.

Fang Qingci raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, her gaze slowly became firm, and she looked into Zhao Yanan's eyes, with an ambitious light flashing in them.

“I thought I had changed the tragedy of my previous life and would live a happy life, but I didn’t expect the ending to still be unsatisfactory.

Except for a period of happy time in my youth when I was carefree under the protection of my mother and grandparents, my life was full of struggles. "

"I used to think that my opponents were the women in the harem, but until the end, when I saw Qin Yu's cold eyes, I realized that I was wrong. My opponents have never been them, but the emperor who controls our fate. We are just pawns."

"I want to be the queen mother! I want supreme power. I want to be the one who controls everyone's fate. If life is destined to be a struggle, then I want to be the chess player."