NCCnovel Chapter 117 Mu Xiaoji's Regret
Chapter 117 Mu Xiaoji's Regret
Night falls quietly like ink.
The noise of the city gradually died down.
At this time, all the houses are brightly lit.
It's like the bright starry sky falling on the earth.
Mu Huiying is as kind as ever.
She gently placed the dishes and chopsticks on the dining table one by one.
Several exquisite home-cooked dishes
It exudes a strong smell of home.
The fragrance seems to have magic,
It can instantly warm people's hearts.
"Come and eat, Xiaoji.
Why haven't you seen Yu'er all day? "
Mu Huiying was placing the tableware.
While asking.
Dean Guo stood up from the sofa with a smile.
Slowly approaching the dining table,
He said with a satisfied look on his face: "Oh,
Home is still the best.
There is no smell of disinfectant.
I feel much better now. "
Mu Xiaoji slowly approached the dining table.
I kindly helped Uncle Guo to open the chair.
He responded: "He should
Let's be together with that depressed patient Gu Ze!"
Mu Huiying said with a smile: "Xiaoji,
You give Yu'er a call,
Ask him if he will come back?
Our meal is ready!"
Mu Xiaoji looked embarrassed and lowered his head.
There seems to be something on his mind.
Mu Huiying put two bowls of rice
After handing it to the father and son respectively,
Then I went to the coffee table in the living room.
He picked up the phone and prepared to call Jiang Chengyu.
At that time, there was a gentle knock on the door.
Mu Huiying hurried to the door and opened it.
Open the door,
Then I saw Jiang Chengyu smiling:
"Mom, I'm back."
"Come in, Yu'er, what are you doing?
Cui Jiani sent your uncle Guo back.
There is no trace of you!"
Mu Huiying asked with concern.
"I'm sorry, Mom.
I took that depressed patient Gu Ze
I went to the police station with his mother to claim the body.
Gu Ze's hidden illness,
He became ill after seeing his father's body.
Back to the hospital,
I had to comfort him again before he fell asleep. "
Jiang Chengyu explained.
"Go wash your hands and eat."
Mu Huiying advised gently.
"Mom, you guys eat first, I'll take a shower and come right after."
Jiang Chengyu finished speaking.
Go into the bathroom and close the door.
It didn't take much effort at first.
Then I heard the sound of the washing machine turning.
Then, the sound of water from the shower was heard.
The clear voice seemed to be telling
The fatigue of the day was gradually washed away.
Mu Xiaoji was thinking about taking the pajamas
Give it to the little monster as a concession for reconciliation.
He got up and went into his bedroom.
Open the cabinet door.
In neatly arranged clothes,
But nothing of the little monster was found.
Mu Xiaoji frowned slightly.
Slowly walked towards another bedroom and opened the closet door.
There are only a few clothes racks inside.
Nothing at all.
An inexplicable sadness welled up in his heart.
Then he limped into the restaurant:
"Mom, where are Cheng Yu's clothes?"
Mu Huiying was stunned at first.
Then he said, "Go to Kuncheng and take it away!"
Mu Xiaoji suddenly felt very sad.
No wonder the little monster is wearing my clothes!
He limped back to his bedroom.
Take out your pajamas from the closet.
I was about to send him to the bathroom.
Jiang Chengyu was wearing a
A clean white bath towel came out.
While wiping the wet hair,
While preparing to go to the balcony.
Mu Xiaoji reached out and took the pajamas in his hand
Hand it in front of Jiang Chengyu:
"Little monster, wear mine!
Take some time to buy yourself some clothes.”
Jiang Chengyu smiled: "Thank you, Mr. Mu.
My clothes are on the balcony!"
Then he didn't take the clothes from Mu Xiaoji.
She went straight to the balcony, wiping her hair.
Jiang Chengyu changed into his clothes on the balcony.
Then take the towel to the bathroom.
Not much effort,
Take your clothes out of the washing machine.
Went to the balcony to hang it up.
When I came back, I saw Mu Xiaoji still standing there.
A gentle reminder without any hesitation:
"It's time to eat, why are you still standing there?"
After saying that, he walked to the dining table.
Mu Huiying had already prepared a bowl of rice
Put it there for Jiang Chengyu.
"Thank you, Mom. Uncle Guo is back home.
This smile is brighter than a sunflower. "
Jiang Chengyu said while eating rice with a smile on his face.
Dean Guo said with a smile:
"I just wanted to come back early.
You two are worried about tiring your mother out when you return.”
Jiang Chengyu ate rice with a smile on his face:
"Well, no matter how many tricks the hospital restaurant has,
It doesn’t smell as good as my mother’s cooking.”
Mu Huiying couldn't stop laughing:
"You're just a sweet-talker, you little bastard.
Xiaoji, come and have dinner.
It's all cold, what is this kid thinking about? "
Mu Xiaoji threw his clothes on the sofa.
Dragging heavy steps towards the dining table,
Gently pick up the dishes and chopsticks,
His eyes were fixed on Jiang Chengyu.
Slowly picked up the food in front of him,
Put it in Jiang Chengyu's bowl.
Mu Huiying asked with a smile: "Yu'er,
You've been back for so long.
I haven't seen your family.
Should I give you a call?"
Jiang Chengyu looked at the dishes that Mu Xiaoji put into the bowl.
I didn't know how to answer for a moment.
Mu Xiaoji also looked at Jiang Chengyu.
I also don’t know how to answer these questions.
Jiang Chengyu's lover is Mu Xiaoji in front of him.
But they don't know this secret yet.
How should I tell Uncle Guo and Mother Mu?
Jiang Chengyu thought for a moment.
He politely replied, “Thank you, Mr. Mu.
Mom, he's a workaholic.
I usually forget about it when I’m busy!”
Dean Guo said with a smile: "This won't work.
It is easy for couples to become alienated.
As a man of the family,
Take the initiative to care about her.
The feelings will not fade. "
Jiang Chengyu smiled:
"Well, Uncle Guo, I know!"
Mu Huiying smiled brightly and suddenly had an idea:
"Hey, it's daytime over there.
Why don't you give her a call now?
I'm afraid I'm angry with you because I haven't contacted you for so long.
Hey Yuer, what's her name? "
Jiang Chengyu looked at the food in the bowl.
My heart is tangled.
I don't know how to deal with Mu's mother
A barrage of questions.
Mu Xiaoji was also watching Jiang Chengyu nervously.
Waiting for his response.
Jiang Chengyu frowned slightly.
Rapidly stirring my brain,
Trying to find an appropriate response
To deal with Mu's mother's problem.
He coughed lightly and said slowly:
"It's eight o'clock now.
Working hours are usually spent in meetings.
Let's eat first. Uncle Guo is right.
I will contact her more actively.
After all, life is a lifetime.
It’s not too long, and it’s not too short either.”
Jiang Chengyu sighed and continued: "
When it turns to ashes,
No matter how evil that person was,
Still be gentle.
After being put into a white jar,
It’s nothing!”
Dean Guo said with a smile:
"You little brat, tell me you're stupid.
Sometimes you understand things better than anyone else.
You are transparent.
When you are stubborn, you are more stubborn than anyone else."
Dean Guo shook his head slightly.
As if recalling something.
Jiang Chengyu was immersed in Qin Wanyu's sad scene.
"Today, I saw Qin Wanyu
Holding Gu Qingpei's urn,
Those clear eyes,
When I picked up the white jar,
His eyes suddenly became empty and without luster.
It seemed as if the hair on the temples was also covered with silver.
That scene is really heartbreaking.”
"I'm sorry, little monster. I know I was wrong.
Many of what Uncle Guo said are correct.
I apologize for my arrogance.
When something happens, I always don't try to figure out the situation.
He will just get angry at you and give you the cold shoulder.
I'm too narrow-minded.
Please forgive my narrow-mindedness and stubbornness."
There was a hint of guilt and regret in Mu Xiaoji's voice.
Jiang Chengyu suddenly smiled.
That smile seemed to contain many complex emotions.
“These are no longer important.
A person will grow up after experiencing more hardships.
Learn to forgive and be tolerant in time;
Do you think that person is still the same person as before?"
Jiang Chengyu's words were like a heavy hammer.
Knocking on Mu Xiaoji's heart.
When Mu Xiaoji heard the little monster's abnormal smile,
The meaning of the golden proverb;
Every word made him shudder.
"Is it really impossible to go back?"
Mu Xiaoji lowered his eyebrows and murmured,
His eyes were filled with confusion and loss.
Jiang Chengyu put some food into Mu Xiaoji's bowl.
She said gently, "Mr. Mu's food is cold.
If you don't eat quickly, you'll have a stomachache!"
Jiang Chengyu's eyes were full of concern.
As if reminding Mu Xiaoji
Don't do it because of other things
And ignore your own body.
at this time,
There is a subtle atmosphere in the restaurant.
Mu Huiying and Dean Guo looked at each other.
Seems to have noticed Jiang Chengyu
The difference between me and Mu Xiaoji.
But they didn't say much.
Just eating in silence,
Give the two young people some space to think
and resolve issues between them.
Mu Xiaoji stared blankly at the food in the bowl.
The words between the lines of the little monster,
Like a needle piercing his heart,
Let him wake up instantly.
Hearing the words "there is no going back to the past",
He felt both regret and panic.
He began to imagine,
If there is no more
The little monster once pampered and loved me so much,
How should I deal with myself?
What a loneliness and helplessness that would be.
After dinner,
Jiang Chengyu was as diligent as ever.
Take the initiative to help Mother Mu wash dishes and clear the table.
Mu Huiying's face is always filled with
A sunny smile,
Watching her Yu'er busying around
Help her do this and that.
Her eyes were full of love and relief.
Mu Huiying washed some fruit and cut the plate,
Pick up an apple at random.
Walked closer to Yu'er who was wiping the table.
Her movements were gentle and loving.
"Yuer, ah!"
Feed the apple into Yuer's mouth.
Jiang Chengyu smiled happily and said:
"Yeah, thanks mom, that's so sweet."
That smile is like the warm sunshine in spring.
Warm and bright.
At this time, Mu Xiaoji
Then he returned to his bedroom quietly.
Sitting on the bed, I quietly reflected on the little monster's motto.
"It turns out that I never knew how to cherish.
The little monster was hurt again and again.
Forgive again and again,
Eventually he will have a bottom line.
The opportunity to forgive has run out.
I can only regret it."
Mu Xiaoji's heart was filled with self-blame and guilt.
The more he thought about it, the more helpless he felt.
It was as if I was in darkness.
I couldn't find the exit. Gradually,
Mu Xiaoji felt his breathing quicken.
He was short of breath and had a tight chest. He kept coughing.
Then there was a dull pain in my stomach.
Cold sweat began to break out on his forehead.
His face also became pale.
He casually found it in the drawer of the bedside table.
I took a warm baby and stuck it on my stomach.
Hoping to ease the pain. However,
The pain gradually became more and more intense.
As if there was an invisible hand
It was tugging at his stomach.
Mu Xiaoji reached into the drawer and took out some stomach medicine.
open the bottle cap,
But because his hands were shaking so badly, he couldn't pour out the medicine.
The bottle fell to the ground.
There was a crisp sound and the medicine spilled all over the floor.
Severe coughing and shortness of breath
Mu Xiaoji gradually lost consciousness.
His body fell limply on the bed.
Like a falling leaf.
At that moment of blurring consciousness,
The image of the little monster appeared in his mind.
My heart is filled with regret and reluctance.
After Jiang Chengyu finished his work in the kitchen,
Slowly walked into the living room and sat down.
There was an intense football match on TV.
Jiang Chengyu looked at Uncle Guo's focused expression.
He whispered, “Are you tired, Uncle Guo?
Why don't you go back to your room and rest early?
I will accompany you to do some outdoor exercise in the morning.
Let your strength gradually recover.”
Dean Guo turned his eyes away from the TV.
I looked at the time and it was already past ten o'clock.
He smiled and said, "Okay, listen to Yu'er.
Early to bed and early to rise makes a healthy body.
Jiang Chengyu reached out and pulled Uncle Guo up.
After watching him go through this car accident,
The back of the old lady is slightly visible.
The slightly hunched figure under the light
Gradually disappear into that door.
Mu Huiying came out of the bathroom after washing up.
While wiping the wet hair with a towel,
While walking towards Mu Xiaoji's door,
Knock on the door gently: "Xiao Ji,
It’s getting late, go take a shower and go to bed! "
However, there was no response for a long time.
Mu Huiying looked confused.
She reached out and opened the door.
The scene before her made her exclaim:
"Xiaoji, Xiaoji, what's wrong with you?"
Jiang Chengyu heard his mother's exclamation,
He immediately rushed into the bedroom like an arrow.
Mu Xiaoji's face turned pale.
Falling lifeless on the bed,
The pills were scattered all over the floor.
He didn't hesitate at all,
Call 120 emergency number immediately.
Dusk is like a heavy curtain
Hanging over the sky of G City,
The ambulance sirens sounded sharp and urgent.
The sound resounded through the sky. Jiang Chengyu said nothing.
He carefully picked up Mu Xiaoji and walked towards the elevator.
Mu Huiying hurriedly opened the elevator.
His hands were shaking slightly.
Close the elevator door in a hurry.
In the elevator,
Jiang Chengyu looked at Mu Xiaoji, whose life was hanging by a thread.
I feel mixed emotions, love and hate.
Love is because of the good memories of the past
and deep affection;
Hate, hate that he doesn't cherish
And hurt myself countless times.
After walking out of the elevator, with the help of medical staff,
Jiang Chengyu sent Mu Xiaoji to the ambulance.
He hurriedly instructed Mu Huiying:
"Mom, go back and take care of Uncle Guo.
Xiaoji, don't worry, I'm here.
He resolutely got on the ambulance.
Mu Huiying was confused
Watching the ambulance rushing away,
I felt uneasy but helpless.
She stood there,
Staring for a long time at the direction where the ambulance disappeared,
With hands tightly clasped,
Praying silently that Mu Xiaoji would be safe.